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British Films At Work

Monday, May 11th, 2009

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I dreamt that I had got to my boss’s house, Nimesh, to watch a movie. Actually, everyone at the company had gone, though in the dream we were all working at Kmart, not a pharmacy.

Nimesh’s house was vast, all rough stucco and dark beams like some Spanish villa, large enough to actually include a working tavern in one of the wings. I had been there before, where his wife in the dream, a petite redhead, nothing like his actual wife, was a good cook and was uncomfortably friendly with me.

But I was back again to watch the movie, which I had picked out, some British film based on a book about some alien who feel depressed and out of place, supposedly the writing team who made a movie script out of the book [which I also own] were well known television writers. [television was quite the theme in this film, this movie took place in the future, where television was a tightly controlled medium] диваниthe show “Coupling” never came up, but a viewer of the dream would get the distinct impression that that was implied.

We were a raucous bunch, us Kmart employees, none of whom I actually work with in real life. they made a mess of the place. the mess wasn’t specific, but the concept of “mess” was like a virus or radioactive fallout; it kept spreading. It spread all the way to work, at which point Nimesh stopped the movie, sent us all back to work, where we had to clean up this ”mess” before we could watch the rest of the film. General grumbling ensued.

This part of the dream was not clear. What was clear was that when it was al over, we went back to Nimesh’s house to finish the film. It was now at this point far later at night than I had planned to be out, I had actually stopped home briefly to explain this to Paula, who had been running late at her own social gather, and back I went to watch the rest of the film, though by now I was too sleepy to pay much attention to the plot. the movie finally finished, the people cleared out, the house was still a mess and nobody wanted to take responsibility, so they just filtered away, myself included, except tat I had to sneak back through the tavern, to the men’s room, through a door to an antechamber, and through another door to the entertainment room. I ejected my DVD, eventually, the Sony DVD player was a high end one, silver and green glass with buttons made of some fibrous plastic and labeled cryptically. The DVD had gotten so hot it had melted inside the player, I had to scrape it off the tray, like it was dough, and carefully put it back inside the case without closing it, otherwise it would all stick together. I grabbed a pocket television I had dropped behind the end table, the last time I was there, and went upstairs to sneak out the kitchen, since Nimesh was drinking whisky in the other room adjoining the entertainment room and I could leave that way.

By this time, it was daylight, and I bump into Nimesh’ wife in the kitchen , who tells me about the party that she was at, and makes me try this spicy beef that was there, and tells me about the drinks there and is as usual, way too friendly, and I see Nimesh coming up the stairs from downstairs into the kitchen and I wake up.

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The Perils of Jet Travel

Friday, February 22nd, 2008

It was a dream jam-packed with many elements, not all of them seemingly related to each other.  I was home, my actual home, some evening or night, watching TV with my girlfriend, who was a composite of a few diffeent people, and she wanted to do some drawing, I brought out the bowl I usually keep my markers in, instead of the green glass bowl it is in real life, it was a screen printed tin, about as large, and mostly filled with the actual markers I have at home.  SHe had drawn the blinds open, but since it was dark outside and the TV was on I told roulette game,online roulette game,roulette game downloadno deposit bonus online casinoplay bingo onlineblack jack betting strategy888 casino review,888 casinohow to win at blackjackblackjack casino game,play casino game online,casino gameblack jack betting strategy,black jack,black jack onlinecasino video pokeronline video poker gametelecharger jeux casino gratuiteswww casino cafetariacasino bonus no deposittelecharger jeu de casinocasino en europlay keno onlinecraps comcasino de parisvideo poker bonusjeux du casino gratuitesjeu video casinogeant casino en lignevideo poker downloadnouveau bonus casinocasinos on linecodes bonus casino770jeu jack blackcasino en ligne bonusgagner roulette,une méthode pour gagner à la roulette,methode pour gagner a la roulettecasinos gratuits en lignejeux pour casinocasino sur le nethit and run blackjackjeux casino pokerbonus gratuitsplay free kenocoupons bonus casino 770jeu slots casino gratuitesgambling blackjackcasino en ligne,casino en ligne bonus gratuites ,jouer au casino en ligneroulette anglaise jeuxblack jack bettingjeux jack blackbonus sans depot casino770casino online francaiscasino machine a sous gratuitesvideo poker en lignejeux de roulettecode bonus casino770meilleur casino francais her to close them immediatly, I actually was at the point of yelling, though I didn’t actually do so.  The clouds were racing past the moon.

Of course, I was travelling, ther same route pover and over again from my home to southern Ohio, to a town like Asheville, which actually contained Yve, as well, and I did whatever business I did down there, seeminly pushing the X-1 album and selling color changing flashlights.  I was describing this whole plan to my parents, while we were at a motor lodge that looked an awful lot like the Red House Admin. building in Allegany State Park, where I bumped into a pair of little old ladies I recognized for the road, mostly from the terribly slow driving that they did.  I recalled the many times I passed them on the routs, parts of which looked a lot like the Swiss Alps, and sold them an album and the paperwork to get a flashlight.

Next I found myself in that southern Ohio town. in a park on a hill overlooking the place, there was a moon mostly obscured buy clouds.  I was sitting at a park bench, dressing the contacts on one of my color changing flashlights, just like the ones in reality, when I hear a dull explosion in the distance, but it’s fain’t and I’m not sure.  I see a plane flying looking like a Gloucester Meteor, straight wing, two jet engines, flying swiftly, with a bit of a wobble and losing altitude.I watch it crash to the ground some distance off, the fireball partially obscured by trees and houses.  I count to 5 before I hear the explosion.  But then another identical plane crashes, much nearer, only 2 seconds go by before I hear the crash and feel the displacement of air. This is getting alarming, but the alarm itself goes off and wakes me up.

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Taste the Rainbow; Count the Rainbow

Tuesday, September 12th, 2006

Finally!  Ha, here’s the full list of my synnethesic digits/colors.  Here are 0-9, and the colors that go with them.  The way I see them, it’s like one of those optical illusions where you either see the two face-sillouettes, or the vase.  The colors are there, or not there, or rather, and there, all at the same time.  Generally speaking, numbers that are made from multiple digits, are made from multiple colors, they don’t blend, though the percentage of color visible in a multi-digit number depends upon the number.  These colors are as close as I could get them, trying to get them to show up correctly on the web is a bit of a challenge.  Enjoy.  Imagine these colors as a permanent part of every number you see.  You get used to it, I suppose, since I can’t really imagine what it would be like without them,. 

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